I'm struggling today with a lot of things...
1. My cousin had her baby. I'm SO happy for her, but everytime I see a new picture or update my heart aches so badly. I really want to hold and dress and feed and love on my little one...
2. Pregnant friends are finding out genders and posting about how difficult or non-difficult pregnanies are, and my heart aches every time.
3. With Johnna's cancer back, it gives me something else to focus on. And I'm conflicted about that, because in a way I see that as a good thing... how much does THAT suck...
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