2 Months

Hi there Nadia mine,

Yesterday was 2 months since we said goodbye to you.  It was also the thanksgiving celebration for our family.  I got to hold and play with your cousin Olivia.  I think you and she would have been great friends.  She has such amazing personality.  But I teared up every time I got to hold her.  It was bittersweet, to say the least.

I should have been 29 weeks pregnant this week.  I should be starting to feel huge and complaining about my back and my feet.  I should be working on putting your nursery together and filling out paperwork to take maternity leave and anticipating the time after Christmas rather than thinking this is going to be the longest winter ever. 

:(

I love you, baby girl.  To the moon and back,

Mommy

I don't really have a lot of faith in Doctors

I know you already know this, but you were definately a girl.  We got the records from the hospital and the autopsy (which was done by 10:00 am on the morning of the 27th!!) clearly showed you had a normal uterus, et. al.  It's nice to know that had you been born you wouldn't have had all these reproductive issues that mommy has.  And to know for sure that you are my Nadia is a relief.  I can't believe no doctor mentioned this to me, espeically so I could have completed the death certificate before we left the hospital.  It's frustrating...

NaBloPoMo

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